55 was Saturday. Still trying my hardest to cultivate gratitude. It's exhausting. I was hoping that the ease from the past 50 days would carry over to assist me in feeling thankful, when I'm feeling blue, but it hasn't. However today I'm reverting back to my original rules. listing something that brings a smile to my face or someone elses. Today was the grand opening for my second family's new yoga studio down in Latham. Hot Yoga Saratoga was BUMPING. There was an amazing turn out of new faces and returning students that came to support. The owner Cindy was so thankful how it all turned out. We celebrated big time and I hope this was a foreshadow of what her business will be like down the road!
56 Sunday: Comfort. I'm thankful for people who have been in my life for a long time. The people that you may have lost touch with but will be there for you in a heartbeat because deep down there is a level of care and respect you never lose for each other. I'm thankful for those people. Saturday I received more upsetting news and I felt a void in myself that could only be filled by familiarity. All I wanted with to snuggle up beside Meach, or Fitzy or any friend from my past that know me and that I know truly care for me. Since they are not living in Saratoga I went to another friend, that I may not be super close with anymore but knows me and I know him. And the unspoken level of respect and love for each other was all i needed to feel at ease, at 3am. A simple text exchange that left my heart feeling a bit better. Thank you to those friends who I grew up with and may not see anymore. I love you with everything I've got. I need you more than you know and because of this realization, I'm gonna do everything in my power to keep our bond alive.
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